As I am perusing the old 'roll this fine evening, I ran across a post by Contagion that really hit home.
I can't begin to understand all of what has generated your anger, but I think I've felt something similar. Unfortunately, the booze niether expanded nor contracted my rage, it just redirected it... outward instead of inward. I'd like to think that if I had three boy's and a wonderful wife, that I'd keep them in mind before I took me a big "Drank" of liqour, but I can't make that guarantee. People do things that they know they shouldn't all the time.
I'd just like to (drunkenly) say that "I feel your pain", and "I'm with you brother". You obviously understand responsibility, but this is a time that I'd like for you to not beat yourself up about in the future. We've all got plenty of that. No need to add more.
Posted by Johnny - Oh at November 17, 2005 10:21 PM | TrackBackThanks for the words of encouragement. Another day and another night of anger and hate filled dreams.
I only have two boys, I think if I had three I'd be angry and insane. The two are enough. :)
Posted by: Contagion at November 18, 2005 08:42 AMSorry brother... I did say "Drunkenly" didn't I? :^)